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| nice one~ |
| 12.30.03 (11:57 am) [edit] |
We started out being friends
AND tat was all it was supposed to be
But as time went by
Things should be more than friends to me
I noticed many things about you
That I never knew before
U are one special person
Nothing else means more
Your smile has the power
TO always brighten up my day
Just one touch from you
Can make all my pain go away
I love the way
Yours feeling are being shared
Always being there for me
Knowing that u care
There were many times
When I tried to express how I feel
But den again I might get rejected
Knowing my pain will never heal
Maybe there will be a day
When my dream will come true
There's no other person
That’s more special than you~!
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| It's a FINAL Countdown~ |
| 12.30.03 (11:37 am) [edit] |
tired...... sleepy..grumpy.....numb..
despite all that, i'm still devoted in updating my blog.. prolly this is the place where i got the chance to blurt things OUT~..yeah, i thought of being a journalist once but it seems i'm not 'gifted' to be one. :roll: .. so end up in a marketing field instead :wink:
Well just came back frm a so called-gathering with my ex classmates/ best pals .. We hang out at the 'mamak'stall where we used to hook up during the past..i LOVE U.. :P I guess everything changed, from the ambience to the service quality ...... but surprisingly after 2 years++, our relationship still remain strong..
yeah...i just hope that i could spend some more time with them before mimi left to Japan,Lil and lyne left for Aussie, Cindy to U.S, and Felicia *Anonymous * went back to Johor for her Uni... ehem, it seems like i'm the only buddy among em' who still reside & remain in Klang..all of em' left for good :cry:
yea, another reason i like hanging out with em' are due to their decency and innocence.. :D . not bragging but as what i can see here, 5 of my close pals today are still like their usual self :) [i]nice,striaghtforward,h umble, and truth[/i] ..which i hardly see these traits from my outsider's friends.. :twisted: ~ i just don't know why but it seems that when i'm with my college pals, or kl pals, yumcha pals, eventually vulgar/foul language comes in vy spontaneously and naturally 8) .. u cuss and swear it as if it looks real 'cool' or 'in'.. but, i made a vow, not to 'cuss' as much as em' ...unless anger strike~ but still i'm good at Interntional Sign,which is ,,!,, *pointing out the middle finger*... :o
well, managed to catch up with the repeating episode of the Battle Against Evil :). well, although it may sound ridiculous, unbelieveable, or superstitious..but i wept during the last scene where the heroine sacrificed herself just to save her love/husband ..*the very HongKong movie style; either the wife died or the other way round* But someone told me that he wasn't interested to the movie ,partly due to the lack of lenglui ( pretty) actresses and the hero is an Aaron Kwok 'imitation'... hmmm.. :evil: ...nothing much i could say, everyone has their own preferences and likings..:).. some people would weep upon listening to some SONGs but i'd only weep for moviesssss... *obviously, it's really embarassing~but just couldnt resist *
1 more day to go, adios to year 2003 and WELCOME to year 2004. i'm still having second thought of going out tmr night for the final countdown.. some friends suggested Genting and i'd already promised during the christmas eve.MAYBE, and Maybe NOT going.. the decision still lies in my hand :shock: . but suddenly, i just have this kind of undecisive decision.. that u might hesitate and think twice abt all the things/stuffs u've promised....
By year 2004,i'm turning into 21st year old. And i must make an attempt to be one. no more tantrums~, childish thinking, stubbornness.. and etc etc.. :?: ...
As for relationship, i guess i'm not gonna take a slow and steady phase :arrow: thanks to the fortune teller .. reasons are i [b]don't wish [/b]to being hurted as much as hurting one @ vice versa~!!!!! yeah, perhaps~ i chickened out when it comes to relationship :shock: ..
Though i got to know some of the nice chaps around, i still uphold the pessimistic thoughts..hoping that at least it wouldn't hurt severely when things just slipped away through my hand... :? Being hurted twice 'bought' me plenty of precious lessons and experiences... therefore all i can do is just keeping my finger cross.. COME WHAT MAY~ when the right 'time' arrive, eventually things will be in place~..AND...i wont left behind~ :wink:
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| one BORING day in my life |
| 12.29.03 (7:02 pm) [edit] |
it's 10.09am in my library lab.. nothing much to do excpet for checking some mails and stuffs... well,in fact i took 2 Nescafe ice from the cafeteria before i came in here.. kinda sleepy as i only hit the bed at 5.00am this morning and woke up at 7.00am.. :? ...
well but eventually coffee boost up my day.. or should i say.. the caffeine instead.. :).. damn~ im so addicted to coffee.. :wink: .. i can live without cosmetics , or my favourite mascara but u cant live without a drop of coffee~... NEVER~...my all time fav is the Starbuck coffee : Frappucinno Caramel Jelly.. which cost abt RM14.. which equivalent to 2 meals at the mamak stalls...
Umm sitting next to me are my both lin sister.. but eventually we changed our nick just now..initially i was dubbed as Mohlin whereas my 2 other sisters , are Dorlin and Charlin... *ask me if u really wanna know the underlying reason(s) for our weirdo nickname*
Now we had changed to a newer version of nick..
I dont know how, why,which,whom,who... but somewhat i was given a nick which is 'wu lei jing'...whereas, my other 2 sisters are called 'Sou Bah Sing' and 'Ham Kah Ling'... gosh~ that's all vulgar words (jing, Sing,ling sisters) .. and we seemed to call each others that 'particular' nick.. even infront of the public :oops: ...
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well 1 more day to final countdown 2004.. actually, i thought of going genting with few of my friends.. i was told it will be fun.. but well, all im gonna say is DEPEND on my mood.. actually i'm not so keen on having those countdown parties..especially during those big seasons..
imagine those piling up traffic, insufficient parking lots, heavy crowd, [b]double-charge [/b] bills, stuffy and suffocating places... i rather stay at home and get my assignments done :).. but experience taught me that staying at home is the lamest thing i can do... really had some bad experiences.. so not gonna repeat the exact mistakes again... :idea:
hmmm my two sisters, hamkaling and soubarsing are doing assignments and info-searching.. and how the heck that i could still sitting here and updating my blog as if nobody's business 8) h0h0 ;p.. hmmm... but it seems i couldnt help em' much as far as im concern..
i've done my part for heaven sake..;p.. hehe
well guess i shouldnt further up here or else my sense of guilt thickened... adios for now.. to be continued.....
with more shitz,crapz, and....etc...etc..
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| hkl dayz :p |
| 12.29.03 (9:17 am) [edit] |
well, hamkaling dayz for today ( x'cuse my vulgar word~)...well, i dont usual cuss it, not in the public especially written... but.. today , is exception.. :( . and obviously no thanx for Miss Yee, the Master of vulgar words~... chapter 1 : hamkaling chap2 : chibai chapt3 : fahai.. and diuz ... :wink: .. well i've used to despise ppl who cuss and scolded foul language, but ehemm~... i could understand why ppl just has the fetish of scolding those words.. it releases anger for sure!!!
ok cutz those crapz, infact i felt like a non civilized person/barbarian upon scolding it. BUT sometimes i just couldnt resist it......
Ummm today is another tiring day because... college started today.. not much of my classmates attended the first lesson as usual.. Only 5 of the marketing students attended the marketing communication class...sigh~
After class dismissed, went to Sunway Pyramid.. Nothing much, just to check out some puzzle frame but to no avail.. because the shop has been converted to a ADIDAS shop.. :shock: .. so, me and my friend; Kev went to have our lunch at Penang Street before we left for Sg Wang... our second destination. After all he assured me that I could get my puzzle stuff' there too because he had bought it once :roll: ...But I guess the luck was not on our side, the one as the only one puzzle shop located at the level 3… said that they were out of stock for the puzzle frame.. L frustrated but eventually this allow me to have a very good reason to spend and shop madly .. I supposed to reserved Rm150 for the puzzle frame but since it was out of stock… I couldn’t resist but spend on something else.. perhaps clothes, shoes,……J
I didn’t know how, why, when...somehow I hooked up at the fortuneteller booth? Yep, I spent Rm150 just for the palm and face reading + mole removal..well, mouthful of words abt this...
Not to mention those good stuffsss...... but plenty of awful reading abt me.. :cry: :( ..... i guess it sounds true... accurate?...i don’t know, but somehow I hope it isn’t correct… Master said that, I’m a person who has plenty of friends :) ..*nodded*... but even that, my friends would definitely took me for granted due to my easygoing and ‘cincai’ nature.. *nodded*... Most of them would not appreciate my sacrifices and efforts but claimed as if it was my [b] obligations [/b] to help em' , support em', assist em'... and no matter how i do, they might not be satisfied on it… I could never be the 100% perfect in their notion. And worst still, I do have load of backstabbers, who continuously trying to put me down.. that’s scary I guess~!!! ..And another issue that arose was my love life. The fortuneteller said that my love life would have difficulties and challenges. That’s why. I will have a late marriage…..damn@~!#$%^&*… it means I need not to have boyfriend for another 3 years because those are barely ‘on and off’ relationship. I need one concrete and stable relationship and I seek no interest in the ‘on and off relationship’ because it is a time wasting, stupidest, money wasting, effort wasting things a person could do…. So I guess I should pick up the advices by putting studies and carrier ahead the relationship…
Yeah, I was told that I need to reinforce my strength while minimizing my weakness. So I guess a spendthrift like me need to buy lots of asset and property.;) and don’t being over stubborn at times…….Master even suggested me to have my mole remove because the mole bring displeasure to my family… so I guess I just got it out of the spot…..since he convinced me that it wouldn’t take a long time or pain…
However, the next thing I knew is my mom nagging and scolding me because of spending my money irrationally. But I assured her that was for my own good. She seemed discontent about it and thought it was really unwise to do it. But how on earth my mom could tolerate with my bro’s hundred something Nike Pouch, T-shirts, and shoe but not my tiny little mole, which was removed just for everyone’s (include me) sake.. Say I’m superstitious, super mystical or whatever you want.. I just wonder why does my money has become a matter for others… That’s mine after all. I’m not asking any dollar or penny from others after all, but my own cash to ‘obtain’ myself a gratification and happiness.. Is that considered wrong too?? All I need is just someone to agree with me.. and so far, it seems my buddy, Kev agrees with my decision as much as I agree on his :P. That’s why no matter how frequent we used to argue or bitching each other up~ We still remain as a close pal because we are the ‘same kind’ of homosapiens…
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| fight back to college |
| 12.28.03 (7:47 am) [edit] |
today is the last day of my honeymoon period.. well college gonna start off pretty soon.. sigh~ :cry: a bit reluctant to go back to college because i've been enjoying all these days.. karaoke, shopping, shooping, Riverdance, Starbucks...sushi.. and lotsssssss.....
I guess age is catching up, my entire body aching.. because i walked the entire day with my bro and mom. We went to MidValley and Subang Parade (last min decision) ... phewww~ ... i realised i'm not a good companion in shopping... this is because my patience has a limit *minimum one i presumed* ... i really dislike waiting for people who trying out clothes, changing sizes, choosing the right color, or even browsing... NEVER~
ESPECIALLY when i'm stuck in all MALE garments shop or even the some well known outlets like Nike, Reebok , Adidas, Nautica, Levi's... those clothes will never capture my interest altho i must admit they do offer female clothings.. too bad ~ i'm more into girly clothes like Comma, Seed, P&Co, Vinci, Max &Co, Miss Selfridge ....
Kev called up and asked me to occupy him to buy a PS2 card? :?: for his nephew.. in that case, i aso wanted to be his niece too . :oops: . so might be heading to sg Wang tmr after my class.. well, after all i have a mission to be there too..is to get a puzzle frame 50 x75cm.. hoho.. i'm expecting one free lunch after the mission accomplished~
wellllllllllllllllllllll............i'mmmmmmmmm ssoooooooooooooo blardeeeeeeeee tired now.. probably lack of sleep all these nites... yeah BURNING THE MID NITE OIL for my assignments.....and phone callsssssssssssssss...
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| Best kind of @Pp|eZZzzzz |
| 12.27.03 (2:58 pm) [edit] |
Specially dedicated to my bmkuh classmates, 3 of my GOLDEN sisters* May,Em,s.yee* , beloved Klang chimuiz * you know who u are*... and every of the girl out there~ love u galsssss alwiz..... :wink:
Women are like apples on trees.
The best ones are at the top of the tree.
The men don't want to reach for the good ones
because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt.
Instead, they just get the
rotten apples from the grounds that aren't as good, but easy.
So the apples at the top think something is wrong with them,
when in reality,
THEY'RE amazing.
They just have to wait for the right man to come along,
the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree.
YOU'RE A GOOD APPLE. SHARE THIS WITH OTHER WOMEN
WHO ARE GOOD
APPLES,
EVEN THOSE WHO HAVE ALREADY BEEN PICKED
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| Cofee, tea or Me~ |
| 12.27.03 (8:31 am) [edit] |
well, nothing much for today. Except for something which really give me a fright. How on earth that my blog was being viewed almost 97times in one night. Well, i guess, in that case, im helpless because this is a public blog. So that would mean anyone could just criticize, despise or laugh out lot at my sh*tz :roll: (opsss, i mind my language then).. Umm, i guess i couldnt be bother about others comment(s) *if any*... this is merely my expression, my shoutout, or cryout... all i'm gonna say is TAKE IT or LEAVE it..:wink:
cut d crapz..well, i've been struggling with my assignmentssss since few days back but still on the slower phase.. no thanks to all my dearest friends..who pestering me to Redbox, Sg Wang, Zang Toi, Steven Corner, I0I mall, Coffee Bean ..phew~...i guess not only time flies but money flies along too :cry:
Eh talking abt coffee, i just had one nescafe ice abt 30 mins ago.. now im kinda energetic and refresh.. yep, speaking abt coffee, i guess i cant deny that i'm simply coffee die hard fans.. from Rafi nescafe ice to Starbuck's Frapp to Hainanese kopi-0 frm Zang Toi to [i]Tongkat Ali[/i] Coffee Instant coffee ( i dont think coffee is restricted to one gender) .. i wallop almost everything as long as it is a caffeinated coffee... so thanks to my mom for the inheritance :P
Despite for the pleasure, the only living being who discourage me from consuming coffee is none other than jeremy loh :roll: ... i could not understand why consuming coffee has become an issue for him [definately not mine].. but doesnt matter, i've ignored his piece of advice for my own sake :p .. because i tend to have this... mood swinging or temperametal day without coffee...In contrary, the rest of my friends totally respect my consumption level of caffeinated drink.. :P likewise, i have a friend who happened to be a coffee supplier.. he brought me vy fine 10kg coffee on the other day as he knows my mom and me happened to be a great fan of coffee..
hOhO... the luck is on my side, i've dropped an offline msg to kheun and the next min, he called up... but made noise abt his lazy supervisor..and stuffs like assignmentssss... i guess, i know how he felt because i'm undergoing the same process right now. We talked abt many stuffs and craps.. college fees, included graduation... and raping *someone* ... Well, i used to argue with him a lot due to our stubborn nature and different thoughts but as time goes by, we clique together eventually..
College gonna start soon, i was told by kheun that we have no class on every Fridaysssss..yay~ :D.. but tedious Wednesday :(. fuhhhh~ can't imagine this is my final semester in college.. within a blink of eye, we almost complete the degree programme.. The Auld Lang Syne and Graduation song by (Vitamin C) keeps playing in my mind.. I guess it will be kinda hard for us to uproot after 3 years in our college because it has become our second home... a place where we shared our giggles, laughter and cry, juicy gossips, confession, arguements,academic discussion,conflicts, love, and hatred....BUT eventually life just have to go on, i called it as the metamorphosis ! so rightly or wrongly, we have to MOVE... *reluctantly*
New year is just around the corner,...yup.. it reminds me of my new hse as well.. i tend to have an uneasy feeling everytime i went to my new hse.. reason : my room issssssss wayyyyyyy tooooooo smallllllllll... COMPARED to my brother's one. I start to wonder how on earth my bedroom shrinked frm size L to XS... ohmygawd~ i didnt saw Santa during the 25th or else i would ask for a larger bedroom for myself.. My mom assured me that i would only need to reside for another 5 years before i have my very own family and house ... but i'd re-assured her that i need it for additional 15 more years...so please~ could i have a master bedroom instead.. :cry: arrrrrrgghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hhhhhhhh
manyyyyyyyy manyyyyyyyyyyy manyyyyyyyy things struck my mind suddenly. shouldnt have read such poems......which is real sickening....
adios for now...
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| -==n0 Matter Wh@t==- |
| 12.27.03 (4:28 am) [edit] |
As a child my biggest concern was just me,
I had to be happy and I had to be free,
And if I was content, I would not shed a tear,
And no matter what happened I still would be there.
But as I grow up, my darkness starts to set in,
My bright world has turned into concrete and tin,
I now see the violence, I looked past before,
My friends start to die and my heat hits the floor.
Deadly, disease claim people I love,
There are landfills below me, pollution above,
I often think back when life was a game,
But no matter what happens, it can't be the same.
There are days when I just want to break down and howl,
To give up completely, to throw in the towel,
But I hold my head high and push my way through,
I have too much to give and so much to do.
And I make a vow that, though it’ll be hard,
I’ll go on with a smile and play every card,
I’ll give all I can, help others and love,
No matter what happens, life will come again,
And the strength I don’t have will come from above
So come, take my hand, and through darkness we will sail-
If we join together, we can never fail,
We’ll remember to care, remember to feel,
And no matter what happens. Our world will heal.
Alison Mary Forbes
Submitted by Barry Weber
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| Merry-X-Mas |
| 12.26.03 (7:11 am) [edit] |
[ Wed Dec 24, 01:18:41 AM |
well merry christmas. today is the most boring chirstmas eve i've ever encountered. well no thanks to my assignments and dissertation..i have sleepless night and fatigue schedule just because of it. well 4 more months to go.. this is what i said to myself... i really hope i can make it through since i have no one to refer to.. i guess i might end up at the General class.. sigh.. poor ying~
well, christmas eve today, well i received phone call frm desmond, asking me to go to GENTING for countdown. This chap insisted he cancel his trip to spore just because of me. CAN U BELIEVE IT? ah~ ah~ i don't.. but anyway it's nice too because at least i still have 'somebody' to ask me out during the countdown. but nah~ at the moment im dating one fella to have a dinner, hmm, wont have any countdown session elsewhere because i've made it clear, that i wanna rush back for assignments.. or perhaps second round with some buddy out there. :P we shall see then...
went to see Wishing Stairs last nite with ean and jim. but.. well, it dont look as a scary as some tabloids and newspaper might said. i thought it was no 1 scariest movie in Korea but too bad, i guess kakashi fightened me more than the tale of 2 sister and this so called wishing stairs. However, i must admit that, it give me some suspense and shocked due to its great sound effect.. *tremendous applause to the director*
umm, nothing much, after a show, we went to mamak to yumchar.. well, in fact it brings me lots of memories, sweet one perhaps. That's the place where me and my klang chimuiz hang out initially.. but now only left as sweet memories behind..
grrr.. i wonder why things like to stumble down especially during the critical hour, for instance my hp couldnt even send a msg out even i've just reloaded it.. blame Maxis for god sake. i've received many many and loadddddddddddssssssss of sms in the form of christmas greeting but yet, im not able to reply or send them back due to the reason NUMBER NOT IN USE.. what the F*RKING things are these scums operators doing? especially during peak hour like this? ...
well, new year , new resolution..well i have many resolutions like passing with good grade during my final, my parents & family remain happy and do well in businesses, may my thin account saving book turns FATTER, lose weight and get a BOYFRIEND~ lol* it seems i'm not a bit impressed with guy these days. no~! i'm not a demanding person but im looking for a nice chap whom i can see myself with him down the road for the next 10 years.. or even walk down the aisle.
but again~ i couldn't because i just couldnt... i've have one ex whom i broke up yet we still seeing each other as a friend basis.. and well, the second relationship never blossom due to some misunderstanding, or so called lust.. Eversince that, i'm no longer avail for any chaps, but i only take them as my close buddy or friends.
i could see the cruel truth. after my second relationship, i managed to get to know some new friends, irc, college, party, or friend's friends.. They were sweet at the very first place and nice too~:D but i made it clear and told em' that i'm not into commitment and stuffs like that.. the next thing i knew is, they totally turn into another stranger that i've ever know.. the gentleman'ness which they once possessed could just diminish and vanish in one night. But i couldnt care much, although i must say i'm frustrated with this kind of attitude. I used to have many friends especially male. BUT i just couldnt lie to myself and keeping em' by not 'revealing the truth' .. people said GIRLS are selfish, even they doesnt like the guy who go after her, she might still wanted to keep him.. but i dont see any validity there. I myself broken up so many precious friendship just to tell nothing but the truth. I would rather they hate me, then cheating on their feelings'...it's worst... but one of my close guy pal told me WOMEN AND MEN can never will be a bestfriend.. yeah
it seems true but i'm gonna prove that it is WRONG.. i will still find my way .. to show to the world, society that HE and SHE can be a close buddy..if it could happen to some of my friends... so do me.
well, i dont know but i have this feeling of insecure in my relationship.. yeah this is 'GIRL'..which is rather distinctive frm MAN.. yeah , thinking what is he doing? might be chatting with some nice hot chicks outside? might be at hotel with some self volunteer girls? whateverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr it may happen. I send my signal and made things clear to him that he should be matured enough to differentiate what are the DOs and DONTs, if he ended up sleeping with a chicks, i wouldnt want to get jealous and mad at all BUT i will sleep with 10 men as to show my loyalness and devotedness to him.. and our relationship.. yeah, i used the quote correctly, if you are the bastard in my life, then im the bitch in yours.. aint that perfect match!
but anyway, he never made one tiny mistakes except keeping a lovey dovey sms in his hp inbox yet reluctant so delete it.. it definately goes on my nerves but eventually i have nothing to say or do because it is just a verbal or written sms.. so, i do the same thing, keeping smssssss of my guy pals for at least 1 year.... simply because it's cute and i really like the SMS.. what else you think? lol
well merry christmas and happy new year~
:lol:
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| 12.26.03 (7:06 am) [edit] |
[ Tue Dec 16, 07:16:23 AM |
Never thought that I have the courage and guts to write my very own blog. Perhaps I should or should not. whatever~! Because I never made it for public reading. Just merely my expression and well, friends who are interested to hear my shoutout, my crapz, my shoutout.. You've found the right place. Um, I mean right page. I talk almost everything here, anything at anytime.. even the wee hours, i might still writing my own blog.. :) I've came across and read many blogs during the past few months,therefore, i thought how nice it could be , if i could initiate my own blog as well. That is why.. girlattached blogspot was established on a very fine Tuesday afternoon (16th December 2003). Well, anyone wonder why girlattached.blogspot.com... chilled. This is just my nick.. I'm still single yet not avail :) .. hehe ~! blame it on the hormone, i see no urge to find an 'item' to attach here.. ermm.. or should i say I'm kissing every frogs now and then to see which frogs might turn into my real prince charming.. none an easy task here~ I guess my close buddies know the real me..;) single means freedom.. i can do almost everything, the only people i need to answer is my parents (esp. my mum) .. when attached or in a relation.. i guess, commitment, would means burden, expenses, writing lengthy report to your bf.gf just to explain your 30mins activities with your close pals, and worst.. no places like clubbing, gathering, or seeing any potential admirers.. haha.. i guess I'm exaggerating here. But well, i think I'm happy with my status as 'single' yet not avail ( at the moment ). i have a considerate mom, devoted chimuiz and hengtai, while i cope well with studies, seeing and making many new friends.. So i guess i could not demand more~! I'm more than happier now.
Few days back i worked as an usher at stadium Putra at Bukit Jalil. well, mouthful of words~! The show "Riverdance" is great. The Irish dancers are gorgeous and good looking. Wow~! everytime i sat beside em' at the cafeteria during the dinner, i feel so small...the girls are just simply beautiful and charming.. hmmm but one thing i must say, those dancers are really warmth and friendly. Obviously, we managed to talk to one of the band player (box accordion).. Nigel.. wow~! super-friendly i must say, he talked almost everything with us :) malaysians are nice, Asian ladies are beautiful, that he misses his dog so badly, playing accordion during age 7 and bla bla bla...
in just couple of days, i watch Riverdance for 5 times.. Well, doesn't matter.. some people paid a lot just to see but I was paid just to see the show and escort some VIP to their seats... bumped into Alex yoong and arianna teoh at the VIP seats too..
One song which capture my interest is 'Lift the Wings'... even i heard and saw it for 5 times yet I'm expecting to hear and see for the 6th time. Really soothing and relaxing songs..:) 2 thumb up for the main singer..
Apart from it, i managed to know some nice friends there: Alex, Kelvin, Vincent, yew, yugo, Onn lok, We talked, shout and even joke a lot there. As most of them are male, me and another cousin sister(ean) are the only female ushers working along with them..So we are well taken care by our tailos there.
woke up this morning, entire body aching. Perhaps age is catching up fast.. Sigh~ yet many assignment await for me... load of it.. well, is that the price i have to pay for by working as a usher for the Riverdance. Anyway i never regret of working~! If i got the offer in the future, i might not be hesitate to say YES~! Why not? Nice show? And you're paid? Meet new friends? bumped into a drop dead gorgeous girlssss... (i ain't lesbo) but i cant help but keep watching 'cun' babe.. again.. blame the hormone.. :)
i seem to have this urge or enthusiasm writing my blog.. haha.. well this is human nature, when you are new to something, you tend to put extra effort and time but as time flies.. everything seems to slow down.... fuzzy, i don't mean you :P.
your case are exception.. lack of inspiration.. i could understand that~
well, now i start to think what i supposed to talk about..graduation! friends? well, just got to know 2 of my australia friends come back to Malaysia for semester break. one of them is my best friend lilian :) whereas another one, i named him as kevin.. this fella, upon having his new number . he made a prank on me.. somesort like Hi, can i be your true friend?? I know you are kahyin? can we be friend and etc? lol.. i started to think how on earth some strangers obtain my numbers without my consent... i look again at those sms .. finally i made a wild guess and eventually i psycho him out his real identity.. no thanks to him~ but doesnt matter, consider him lucky because my mood aint swinging at the moment, or else world war 3 might break out via sms... hehehe~ after all, i was told he've bought some nice gifts for me.. so arguements bring no benefits to me. lose a friend + lose couple of gift.. no~! no~!. heheh.. *kidding*
I supposed to have my assignment done, or at least partially done but well i didnt intend to touch it yet.. perhaps will get everything done during the last hours.. :P that is ME~ doing and rushing assignment eventually seems to be more challenging than those which done during earlier..
Day and night IRC , iCQ, Msger..... this is my life~!
Internet took most of my time, well im not too keen in icq or msger unless talk to my close pals or buddy... whereas i'm more into IRC... yeah IRC.. many peep told me the cons of irc.. how we get conned or cheated by some jerks. politic among aop, sop and founder and so on and so on.. but well, actually it brings no difference to me.. irc or icq or msger.. as long as we are smart to filter those scums~ i dont usual talk to those chatters in private UNLESS is a girl or i've known him/her for quite sometime.. i usually talk in the main channel.. and blurt out almost everything out when my mood struck.. i believe irc can do no harm to us if you are smart enough to pick a decent chatters and have an X-ray eye like me..
IRC, u can enter a chat room and talk to em, lying your identity and scolding vulgar words with other chatters.. it's just on and offscreen. People who i talked to in IRC merely just an acquaintance. you need not to hook into a relationship or any friendship with them.. but obviously i found some true friendship in irc.. and i still keeping em' till now...
Another reason i seek pleasure in irc is because they hardly know me in person, so i could talk just tell them my darkest secrets and everything.. from family probs till academic stuffs.. At least, you know they wouldn't bother to tell out as they totally have no idea of who you are? who are you talking about? they couldnt care less... but obviously the world is small...
I'm moving to my new house soon.. sob sob~ part of me laugh, part of me cry, part of me want to question why? why my room desize already? sigh... whereas my bro's room as good as the master one.. because his room was extended.. everytime went to new house and look into my room, i have this feeling of dissatisfied.. perhaps, is a girl nature.. green-eyed... cant stand to see my room such a tiny one compared to my bro's one.. although i must say, it is considered spacious but i always want the larger portion then large size.. ain't that greedy. Well, who would want smaller portion pot of gold or assest or property, food, money right?
[ Tue Dec 16, 07:25:32 AM |
The Art of Being a Bitch
When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch.
When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch.
When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts, or do things my own way, they call me a bitch.
Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way.
It means I won't allow anyone to step on me.
When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak up against it, I am defined as a bitch.
The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish.
It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am & won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be.
I am outspoken, opinionated and determined.
By Gawd, I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that!
So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me.
You won't succeed.
And if that makes me a bitch, so be it. I embrace the title and am proud to bear it.
B -Babe I -In T - Total C - Control of H - Herself
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