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| 04.16.04 (10:03 am) [edit] |
well today worked along with mom, supposed to be Myanmar New year party where they splash water on everyone's body. Reach there around 10.30am but only could see the stage and some food stalls. I was told it will be a quite happening day cos 700tickets were sold out...So expecting many visitors to our booth :P but ok, cut the craps, finally we didnt managed to earn much as not much ppl attended the party. WRONG info was received, yesterday 600 myanmar ppl was here but they postponed it till today. But too bad.. sob sob
i nearly fall asleep while sitting there and holding the box of money, despite some good looking chap and pretty girls will be on stage shake and twist, i dont feel the enthusiasm to even have a glance on them~ cos im afraid those people might splash water on me again. yeah, there was this guy who came and talk to me when i stood there watching my pet sister singing on stage. sigh, it was like chicken talking to duck scene cause i really dont understand despite that they do speak english. this funny chap not only ask for my phone, hse location, name, etc, but he took out his cologne and sprayed at me , my mom and aunty despite i refused. But it's a manner for them.. so reluctantly, we gotta receive their splashes.
sigh, money not to be mentioned but time and effort, i guess im not paid for today since the profit margin was so low, only Carlsberg have been sold massively. Well, experience is what you get when you dont get what you want:) anyway couldnt be bothered ..
life sux~ especially after graduate,i recalled i rejected countless of dates. I just dont know why, i rather spend more quality time with my mom :) not even meeting up some old friends at my secondary school. At this moment, all i wanted is to be alone, to be a lone ranger and to be a total different person of my usual self.
Since granny pass away, i didnt realised that intentionally or unintentionally i've changed alot. Im not into those social activities nor going for dates with some sweet nice guys. i didnt know why but just not in the mood. perhaps im still mourning. At times, im a bit moody. I just wanted to sit down at home and watch some nice TV progs.
Phone calls, sms'es ? i see no keen in there although i intended to avoid an australia friend of mine who called me during the wee hours. Few years ago, i might still entertain those bastards who called at the middle of nowhere just to say they miss me BUT that was the old lame bitchy me.. as age is catching up, i wont put my life at stake, i need good rest and sleep. DESPITE the loud ringing or even i mite still awake. I wont answer those calls as i didnt want them to make it as a habit. Im a human , a decent girl who have schedule~ if they disobey and irrespect me, why should i again answer their phone call? might as well ask Maxis to ban these numbers :P play play*
sigh, infact i aint happy, nor sad, but listening to music did help abit to cool down my blues. I didnt know how long im gonna remain in this cave... perhaps TIME is all i need..... need to re-tune myself..
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