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| 05.21.04 (3:36 am) [edit] |
nothing much about today, well, because nothing special except i drove my mom to subang to claim
my deposit. :) well, perhaps more practices are needed still as i hardly pay any attention
to side mirror. That's why i was quite panic if i were to ask to slip out from my lane. Some
stupid car will honk me any time. :( *sobsob*.. Well, dont know, another reason is because my
mom is beside me. She likes to SHOUT and YELL as if she's the one driving. Quite pressurize.
I like my dad's instructions though because he was a driving instructor :). My dad wont
yell and shout at me out of sudden but if he does, then it proves i'm really in a deep shitz,
My mom is a panic queen who insists me to drive 80kmh maximum although i believe i could reach
100kmh :) but anyway, doesn't matter~ safety comes first!
well, last nite, had a literati match with Mr B. Errrr, i thought i might win because i BINGO
at the very first turn of mine :( but too bad, he catch up and eventually ahead me :(..
BUT the problem was not with the match or he simply won me! But he's a small gas monster :P
who take my words very seriously,and mood swinging can change 360 degree. :P and...yet, another
trait of him which alike mine is : despite he's mad or upset, he would say, NO LAH, not mad.
OMG, this is so much like me. Then, i knew it was my mistake to irritate him at the first
place so, i intended to give in, but he put me off in a good manner :
asking me to go sleep as i might be working the next morning. WOW! what a good yet lame reason to chase
me off, so, i'd just mute and remained silent.
Sharp 5.30pm in the evening, i went for a jogging, despite my condition does'nt allowed me
because i've just donated blood, and my health is still rather fragile. However, it never
stops me because i'd told my mom, it's just a short jog, around my housing area, AND,
the field is just beside my house! WHAT A WASTE if i never make use of those facilities
afterall we paid extra RM 10k as it's next to the field and playground. OH, my brother
and his gf seemed to have their sweet time playing badminton even. Sigh, jealous * jealous
a bit! being his sister for 21years, never even invited me to play a badminton with him!
Okie, im running out of the topic. :(. back to JOGGING. yeah, jogging is fun in a way
that it really makes u sweat and build up yr stamina but i couldnt not stand those little rascals
and idiotic-barbarian-non civilized ppl who wolves whistling when i passed by each time.
co'mon, mind your WHISTLE!! arghhh, next time i shall bring along pepper spray and my alarm
to prevent any unforeseen circumstances!
while typing here now, i'm listening to JENNY FROM THE BLOCK - JLo.. well the song, which
i somehow disliked in the past become my favourite song. Because i feel, it stated her personal
feelings. It did inspired me in a way.hmmmm, yeah talking about blog, i've read a friend blog
last nite, something which interest me was he's seeing his best friend ex-gf. and he was accused
for snatching people's gf. But the truth is the girl had separated with his ex-bf and she's the
one who expressed her liking to my friend. AND well, things mess up later and the friendship
was on a stake because of a girl! HMMMM, what should i say? errr, i don't know but if i put
myself in the ex-bf's shoe, i'd guess i'll be very piss off too, but if i were the girl,
i feel i have the right to choose someone i like and if i were my friend, i'll definately
wouldn't go out with my best friend gf or develop any Boy Girl relationship for the temporary
of time. Maybe i'd leave things for a while to cool down and if i really love the girl, i would
pursue! But seeing her immediately after her broke up with my best friend will even dampen
the relationship! ... In a nutshell, im not a love expert but quite a failure in love and BGR
.. i couldn't even handle my lovelife well and do you think i could comment on others, but
merely giving my opinions ~ But who cares my opinion because i'm no one to speak here.
me myself facing problems. probably i'm not ready to accept anyone at the moment. Sometimes,
i feel that oneself in an alone world is happier and have more freedom. I'm a boring girl
who dislike to go out a date everyday and everynight, i prefer to be at home and in my room
doing my stuffs and online :) .. if i were to attach, i need to forfeit all my weird habits
and rituals. i dislike going out for a mid night movie or clubbing or yumcha, BUT with
my girl pals i could still consider because they'd simply update me with some interesting
stuffs like WHO is going after who ( our ex-classmates) and we will giggled and laughed out loud
:)..with special someone, sometimes, i find myself tend to get bored, because we're talking
'blank'.. we talked nothing :( but still we gotta pretend as if we are interested in each others
topic~ heheh.. This is what they called as COURTSHIP. i feel i'm too old for that~
That's why i could say, im a more classic person, i like poems and words rather than
chit chatting and going out for a show or movie. I'll be more impressed with someone's
intellectual rather than his flattery and sweet talks. :) Oh, of course, i do like gifts
:) once in a while a surprise will enhance a relationship. Hehe@.. how on earth i'd demand
so much?? ~!@#$%
today, gonna be home alone because my friend said he's a bit busy for me and he'd see me
tmr, so, i guess i mite end up HOME ALONE because my mom is going out with UNCLE for some
dinner function, while my brother will occupy her gf once he reached home. So, in conclusion,
im alone again, BUT doest matter because i could drive now! and i could drive out and
have my hearty dinner by myself :).. after all loneliness is my friend since the last 2 years.
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