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| Where is the LOVE? |
| 06.17.04 (8:16 am) [edit] |
somehow today should be a moody day because i dont feel good about myself. Managed to talk to a friend who called me back from Australia. However i didnt tell him anything or leak any single stuffs to him because he's a bit sensitive. After all, he's having his final soon, i don't wish to distrupt his studies even!
I browsed through my friendster list and go through some of my ex-schoolmates testimonials. Well, what can i say? Infact, if it was me last time, i wouldn't make any complaints nor bothering at those lovely dovey mushy
testimonials which written by those couples.
But having myself in a commitment, NOW, i tend to feel a bit of jealous and envy those loving couple. Despite, at times i find it is rather disgusting for PDA (Public Display Affection) .. Somehow i feel it is the sweetest things
a person could do for their love one. Poems, and any
letter which indicate their feelings and mood of love.
Too bad, my bf definately wouldn't do this.. UMMM.. now, dont get me wrong here. I'm not saying he won't write
to me, infact he can write so well and express himself
even better in poems and letters too, JUST that he wouldn't make it in PUBLIC.. He told me that even he loves me, he need not declare to the public, is the THOUGHT that counts. So, what else i could say about it?
Somehow i agree with what he'd said but on the other hand, i do wish he will write me sweet and lovely things..
Will it be too much? :(
I dont know to put things in words, but i know i have endless fear when i'm being with him. Feeling of insecure thicken everytime i thought of US..
I just wish my late grandma was here with me, then, she would be the one giving me nice piece of advices.
Sigh~! i just hope thing goes on smoothly for me..
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