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| what is love??????????? |
| 07.20.04 (8:05 am) [edit] |
well, ever since my doomed day on last saturday. Things
never went so smoothly, and every now and then,
i feel like a piece of sh*t. For goodness sake, i'm really exhausted and worn out because i've been working
quite hard these days, and perhaps, mentally stress up,
i feel so fatigue and sleepy easily.
But i made an attempt to update my blog here because
i've too many things to blurt out yet too little time for me to type.
Yvment called me just now to tell me how much he loves me all these while, but I never uttered any words which signify my love for him. I could understand that, he wanted to take care of me so much and so in love with me but , one thing which we really lack off is the feeling and sparkle. Besides my ex-bf, I hardly developed this feeling for any more chap. He said he really envied my boyfriend and he thanked him because my bf really made me grew up so fast. I don’t know if I were the same person like I used to be anymore but definitely , I’m not as naïve as I used to be anymore, I wanted to love myself more because there is a saying “ to love someone is to love yourself”. Yup, why I need to make my life so miserable and mess because of a guy who never took me seriously, I guess I should give myself more options and alternatives, so I could choose the Mr Right for myself. But my fate just wouldn’t arrive yet. Sigh, I didn’t know what I suppose to say about my lovelife but seriously, I think I’m somehow a loser… but I wont lose forever, there will be a there where I could find and capture my true love eternally.
Let’s keep the finger crossed.
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